Hi guys! If you have followed my blog from the beginning, then you would know that I am freak. A freaky, kinky freak. Well, I used to be. I am going up the coast currently for some inspiration. Los Angeles just doesn’t do it for me emotionally or spiritually anymore. I have lived on the West Coast on and off for four years as a hippy first, then a girlfriend, female dominant, and finally, as a writer/tarot reader. What a stretch in skills, eh?
Anyway, I wanted to share my thoughts on my journey thus far, and my current view of all things kinky and freaky. Enjoy!
Is it me, or does it seem that the lonelier or emptier you feel, you need to fuck? You’re still empty, but you seem to think that having someone to be intimate will make it better, but it never does? Continue reading
I have vivid dreams…some help me to navigate my personal life, while others show me a reality that I couldn’t understand in a linear sense.
This morning, I dreamt of these things:
A big black nipple
Black people in my dreams…don’t know them in real life
A baby in a carriage that was hauled off to Watts and abandoned…
A school bus full of black people and a school that looked like my middle school.
Me making a phone call to a guy in Watts, only to get the voicemail…which had a woman speaking. Continue reading
As a child, I grew up around books. There were Encyclopedias and Childcraft books on my bookshelf at home. I started to read at an early age, and have always been fascinated with words, and how they become pictures in my mind. Reading can be a great way to escape to another place while sitting in one place.
I’ve always wanted to be a writer. A writer who’s work reached many and inspired others…making myself valuable via my communication style.
I NEVER thought that I would do fetish work for money. I never thought that I would call myself Goddess. Continue reading
Do you remember that movie called Idiocracy? It has Luke Wilson and Terry Crewes in it. To sum it up, here’s the synopsis from IMDB.com:
‘Private Joe Bauers, the definition of “average American”, is selected by the Pentagon to be the guinea pig for a top-secret hibernation program. Forgotten, he awakes 500 years in the future. He discovers a society so incredibly dumbed-down that he’s easily the most intelligent person alive.‘
My introduction to fetish clips was by accident. I’d lived with a fetish porn producer who made clips featuring black women dominating white guys. It was different to see this type of porn being produced, as I always see the woman in the submissive position in porn. This porn had lots of kinky acts in it, such as feet fetish, smothering, body worship, etc. Continue reading